My baby Audrey just turned 7 week old yesterday. She is getting bigger. And prettier. I love her more than I love myself. She is my joy, my world, my everything.
I took her to the church today for the first time. I prayed. To God, Jesus, Virgin Mary, St.Anthony. I begged so they’d listen to my prayer. And would grant my petition. I asked them to show me a way so I could afford to quit my job. I realy really really want to raise my baby at home. I don’t want to send her to the daycare. I don’t want to go back to work. Right now I just dont know how. Only a miracle would enable me to do that. I’d work from home but what new job is available right now? I know I should be thankful and happy and grateful to have a job in this economy. I am. But it would be nice if I could have an option to stay at home. My husband’s income alone wouldnt be enough to support all of us. There were days when I wished he would find a better paying job instead of staying too comfortable where is at right now. I was always miserable and stressed out at my work place and I don’t know how I am going to handle it after the baby.
Right now the only thing I can do is to pray for a miracle. I am going to stay positive and to pray every day and night (like what I have been doing for years). Tonight, I will be praying harder than ever. I will be asking the same thing again with all my heart. I will be asking the same thing everyday. Until my wish is granted…
I wish they will answer your prayers. I also don’t want to send my son to the daycare that’s why i decided to stay at home. Though sometimes staying at hoe is a bit boring but it’s worth the sacrifice.
Comment by kimberley5949 — March 11, 2010 @ 6:03 am
thank you. pray for me. i really, really, really, really would like to stay at home with my baby. we will have to be extra frugal but i’d sacrifice everything just to be with my baby.
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